Lost My Heaven

Wow! Time really flies, just a blink of the eye and its already 5 months since i last updated my blog. If not for Yih Khean today, i would have already forgot about my blog >.>

Lots of things have happened during this 5months. It was fun, firstly because of my trip to KL in october 2005 to visit my o2jam guildmates. It was pure gaming everyday there and they treated me well, my guildmate from SG who accompanied us there even cried when we left for SG cause they were really good friends =). After that, i worked and studied through novemeber and celebrated my 20th birthday on the 5th of December 2005 ^^. But the happiness didnt last long though, on December 10th i fell sick with chicken pox.

During the first week, i was just sleeping and gaming. It was on the 5th day of having chicken pox that i actually felt dizzy and cant walk properly. I didnt bothered about it and thought it would go away after some sleep. I was WRONG. The dizziness continued for 5days till i can't take it and went to see a doctor, the doctor sent me to the hospital where i stayed in an isolation ward for 5days. Well it was sad, i had needles poked on me daily and even had my bone marrow extracted for tests(that really hurted). The worst thing was that i was unable to do normal things like walking or even writing properly. I had to go through a rehabilation program like those old people. That was the time when i felt lonely and depress as i could not even walk or do anything. But i was fortune enough to have great friends around me.

Most of my friends visited me in hospital after they heard i got admitted. I really appreciate all their efforts in coming to visit me. And of course the usual guys, Andy, Yih Khean, Chyi Dar who visited me almost daily. I actually felt much better when i see so many of my friends coming just to visit me. So i would like to thank my close friends, my online friends, my o2jam guildmates and those who came and visit me. What touched me the most, is the SMS from KL which is from a guildmate called jeffrey. He encourage me to recover well and i was touched that even though hes in Malaysia, he still made the effort to sms me in Singapore. Same goes to those in Malaysia who posted their well wishes online.

That was the time of Christmas too, the only gift i got was a bear from Kristyn, a o2jam guildmate of mine. Thanks alot too ^^ , and also binghui, gregory, daniel and jerome for visiting me(my o2jam guildmates). Sadly, i spent christmas eve in a ward full of sleeping uncles. The uncle beside me was snoring loudly and the ah pek opposite me was talking to himself @_@ (scary...) but of course that didnt bothered much, at least i got lots of christmas sms though xD.

Well, i was was discharged on the 26th of December and spent the next month resting at home. During the 16th January, i returned to school(still with sick leave) to prepare for SPINNOVEX where my final year project was being selected to be exhibited. It was a interesting sight, we spent the whole week preparing for 3 days of exhibition. It was fun. During the last day of the exhibition, 21st of January, i too, had a reunion dinner with my o2jam guildmates at marina south.

Then came the many retest for the exams i missed during my medical leave >.< It was stressful and i am still having nightmares from it XD. Soon it was Feburary and it is my final exams soon. I had to rush through my Final Year Report too and it was sleepless nights everyday. Till now, i am studying in school with Andy and Yih Khean for my exams coming up next week on the 22nd of February. Till then, Wish me luck and hope that i wont retain in SP for the next 1/2 a year ^^.

As for the future, i will try to update my blog again (if i dont get lazy again) ^^